I was switched between 4 different meds every like 2 months, since nothing was helping at all. Sertraline->escitalopram->venlafaxine->brintellix. I had mild serotonin syndrome after 2-3days of taking 15mg of brintellix. It was somewhere in the April/May 2023. After a year I was convinced by a psychiatrist bupropion will solve my issues, and it actually made me worse (was 1 month on it). Now I can't feel any emotions, stutter, forget words, can't imagine things, don't feel human, my inner dialogue is gone, my sexuality is completely erased, I sleep around 5-6hours per day because I wake up and can't sleep again (before SSRIs I would sleep over 12h a day, because I was sad). I used to be very emotional now I can't feel a difference between staring at the wall, watching a movie or hugging/kissing someone or visiting a doctor again...